Alive Lyrics

I'm just tryna feel alive,

Just tryna feel alive,

Just tryna feel alive,

Just tryna feel alive,

I'm just tryna fucking feel alive,

I come from a generation,

Where the cynicism high,

Everybody getting high,

Everybody out they mind,

Tryna live a better life,

For the sake of internet,

Shit I couldn't give a fuck,

Tryna get between then thighs,

Got depression on the low,

Quick to let a motherfucker know,

If he reaching for the pole,

I'ma wave into the scope,

Hope he aiming for the dome,

Save me time,

From having to commit suicide,

Tryna get rich til I die,

By and by,

Until I buy and buy,

And the fam,

Don't gotta work,

Put a roof over all they heads,

We be chillin,

Future kids,

Eating to their filling,

Off my bread,

Huh I guess,

Don't know if it's real depression,

Or just existential dread,

Killed my ego,

Now there's voices in my head,

In my

Got too many options,

Hate being self conscious,

never stay on topic,

Had a plan but lost it,

Never take a day off,

Don't know what I work for,

Know I hate being poor,

But I just need to breath,

Hate these voices in my head,

Create tryna release,

But the monsters never fed,

Shit

T toxic,

Only fucking with her,

If she boss bitch,

Only fucked her once,

I think she lost,

Too often,

I be doin drugs off tits,

Mom lost me in bible study,

Then she found me in a mosh pit,

Hitting blunts,

Coughing,

What happened to the day,

The game,

Was make,

Or try to take,

Until the day they lay,

Ya body in a coffin,

Y'all would rather take the easy route,

Sell ya soul,

Swear to god,

Rap game went soft man

Show me sum coochie that don't got a price,

Ima spend my whole life,

Tryna live in it,

I love a challenge,

I'm easily bored,

My ambition is limitless,

Until you find it ima be on tour,

Find me some bitches,

To kick it,

Who with the shits,

Giving head,

Til she kill the dick,

Maybe then,

I'll feel alive

I just wanna feel alive