Kirkland Brand Depression Lyrics

Hope the snow never sticks where she settled up north

Hope it gets in her boots everyday

In her pilfering heart

Did she dearly depart

With the innocence I gave away

My Kodachrome film in a cigarette pack

Lost in my room for an age

I dropped it outside

And then I said goodbye

To the memories I never made

I shop with your ghost at the grocery store

Cinnamon, Sugar, and Shame

I count up the cost

And find that I lost

All my pride from the last time I paid

I am trying now

I am trying to grow

I am trying now

I have tried to let go

I am trying now

I am trying to grow

I am trying now

I have tried to let go

Should have carried a gun back in high school

Then I'd have no nightmares today

But that girls on the run

And it's never quite fun

Knowing one day she'll come back my way

Now the ghost of hometown is silent

Last I heard she moved away

I think she's in Denton

But I've never been

'Cus I'm scared I might see her one day

My mom likes to think I'll still settle back home

A girl and a house down the way

I said mom I'm a failure

In the letter I mailed her

From college back home just last May

I am trying now

I am trying to grow

I am trying now

I have tried to let go

I am trying now

I am trying to grow

I am trying now

I have tried to let go