Restless Lyrics

Summer salts and jump ropes

To sidewalk and kick ball

Street light and skateboards

To fistfights and gun shots

Backwoods on week days

And cocaine on weekends

Lights out in motels

And blood stains on pro clubs

I have no reason to fight but I'm angry

I have no motive I'm running off empty

I could be sober decided I should be

Don't need my dosage i need to feel happy

Did all I could but I'm destine for sadness

Jump off this bridge if it help spread my message

Who's in control only you know the answer

Cherish the days the ones I remember

Summer salts and jump ropes

To sidewalk and kick ball

Street light and skateboards

To fistfights and gun shots

Backwoods on week days

And cocaine on weekends

Lights out in motels

And blood stains on pro clubs

I hate the sight

You remind me of myself

I'd say goodbye

But i struggle to let go

Face in my palms

I'm not ready to look up

I need more time

Am i destine for failure

I still feel broken

My veins are on fire

I spill my heart out

My efforts are dire

Soak up my dreams

This is all I hold on to

I wish you knew

Knew all I been through

What have you found

Searching for breakthroughs

Tired of waiting

I feel like a damn fool

Lend me your strength

Mine are in shambles

I'd double down

Like life was a gamble

Dealt with my pain by suppressing it all

I know you like to assume they were wrong

Maybe their judgment is more than just cold

I'll ask you again who's in control

When u wake up fiending worse than before

Tossing and turning did you sleep at all

Talking is free but your actions mean more

Ten year old me knocked out cold on the floor

Summer salts and jump ropes

To sidewalk and kick ball

Street light and skateboards

To fistfights and gun shots

Backwoods on week days

And cocaine on weekends

Lights out in motels

And blood stains on pro clubs