Mental State Lyrics

Your last strike was yesterday

Wanna forgive but you can't keep your legs closed

I don't mess with soul ties at all

No

That sorry, don't hit deep

It never works on me

But I wanted to see the side of you, that was pure and good

Daddy issues

Hmm

That therapist can't fix you

I can't give you what you desire

Just let it fade off

It's been just two weeks

With no update me on my mental state

(It's not ok, I am ok, I need help)

I was left untraced

Visits never came

Do you even care?

(It's not ok, I am ok, I need help)

I've been sober, that phase over

Praying for peace

I never wanted to end like this

When you see me, not the old me

I'm happier

Without you

The sun is blue, my heart too

Yeah it's coming soon

Karma finds its way to circle back to you

Just look in the mirror

The other side of you is bitter

The lies that you said in that letter, please

Go back when I wrote sincerely

Poured out my heart left to drown in

I didn't get what was dear to me

Left me on red, put the blame on me

Said I'm the one who messed up

Come again, come again, come again

It's not adding up or even making sense, to no one but you

Do you know what your doing?

Do you really know what you been screwing?

I tried to let it out but it's ok

'Cause you was drinking the tears and pain

Mentally what your doing

Is causing this state of mind to just ruin

I am mentally

Not ok

Lord come save me

I need help

Do you even care?

If I was on the edge, would you catch me if I fell?

Do you believe in second chances?

If you came back, should I risk it all?