If I had a choice Lyrics

If I had a choice, I'd be a girl, just for a day

You would love me as I am, without convention tearing me apart

I'm not what you used to think of me

Give me all you got so I got the chance to feel again

These hips don't lie, but these lips don't tell the truth

Bloody hands, death unto the youth

I wanna be pretty, strong, quick, and witty

Wanna be a little bit of everything to you

Everything you think of me, I want to know

And I want to show you that everything you think of me is true

Let me be puddy in your hands tonight

If I had a choice, I'd be a girl, just for a day

You would love me as I am, without convention tearing me apart

I'm not what you used to think of me

Give me all the drugs you got so I got the chance to feel again

Obsessive and oppressive, cut the dialectics

Criteria's connected, diagnosis ineffective

I broke the mirror, now I'm staring through myself

Trying to find anybody else

Identity's a cage you were born into

Natalie, you're dead, my dear, Lovie, oh I miss you

You were by my side when I didn't wanna start to begin with

Let me be puddy in your hands tonight

If I had a choice, I'd be a girl, just for a day

You would love me as I am, without convention tearing me apart

I know what you used to think of me

Give me all the drugs you got so I got the chance to feel again

I don't wanna think, cause I don't wanna be

Left out in the open with a broken heart bleeding

Shattered like a stained glass window

Cut me open, I'm not your DIY project

When faced with consequences, festerd wounds left untreated

Put down your bat, 'cause I'm the dead horse that you've been beating

I take my Adderall with ecstasy and alcohol

So yeah, I'm just a little bit cynical

If I had a choice, I'd be a girl, just for a day

You would love me as I am, without convention tearing me apart

I'm not what you used to think of me

Give me all the drugs you got so I got the chance to feel again