illusions ft. Wurrd Lyrics

Falling into

An Illusion

I'm used to it

I've been abusing my mind

Over and over

I'm losing composure

My head over

Hearts on the line

I been betrayed by the

Tray that I'm facing

Chase the coke with liquor

When my heart start racing

I just came out the hole

I don't mean acing

Blackened lil soul

Need to shed off its casing

Show you what the win do

Hope it burns like mace son

I ain't wine lol

Cause I ain't dry

I ain't raisin

Trails are clean

White that we blazing

Come take a gangster

Damn right we hazin

Lost in line I am mazing

I can't lie though

It feels amazing

I'm too numb to feel the fazing out and in

To my consciousness

Cup more spiked than a konch is

Used wash this conscious Like ponches

Or Jon does

In Pocahontas

I forgot what's it's like to sleep sober

Even as a kid shrugged them pills

Off cold shoulder

Swore to mamma wouldn't take my meds

When I was older

Now I can't even blink unless I got

Fire just to smolder

Finally wake up

Smell the cup up up in it's holder

Life filed me down

Does that make me a folder

Really rock

From side effects were printed bolder

But now I'm really chopping rock just outside of Boulder

Lovely if our plating wasn't just golder

Underneath them white walls

We all just some molders

You know that's exactly what I told her

This ain't just my story

That I broke down and sold her no

It's ours

It's yours

It's mine

We all living the dream though

I guess it's still fine

Still gotta find a way to shine

Even when I crash land

On a god damn land mine

I Wish they had a book on reading life's signs

Until they write it up though I'm a need a life line

Thick as vine

Just to uniwind like twine

Soak up the view just like a little brine

Planets don't need shit for

Me to be assigned Aline

I'm grime I'm slime

I'm serving tray yay

Let's dine

Crack the spine

Right after we rip the Klein

Be the only time the shrines

Really Devine

So I pray

I pray for this time

Just to ease my mind

I pray

I pray

I pray for this time

It's just to ease my mind

I think I'll break away

Focus on me hey

Op's are being fake

Looking for a way

Staying up at night I stay awake

Stay awake

I'm falling into

An Illusion

I'm used to it

I've been abusing my mind

Over and over

I'm losing composure

My head over

Hearts on the line

Falling into

An Illusion

I'm used to it

I've been abusing my mind

Uncertainty feeling like a

Fungus corrupting my mind

Overthinking I do

Makes me go blind

Wrestling with your demons

Is a hell of a bind

But when you hurt yourself

Life gonna respond in kind

I'm my best friend

I'm my worst enemy

Duality at both ends

I got plenty g

I am an entity

Meant to be great

But a human in me

Gives me doubt and self hate

I could say what I think

But I think I should wait

I should pound down a drink

Just to finish my plate

I'd like to tell my grandma that I just ate

But look at me

I'm the keeper of my own gate

Choose to sleep on hard slate

I could choose to mitigate

My internal debate

Instead the keep keeps me locked

Like eternal fate

I should probably check myself

Before a hit check mate

Wonder who the fuck can relate

Who know about the

Thoughts that are innate

Not great

Can we conversate

Can we come together contemplate

If so its a date

Please don't hesitate

Let's rise together man

Let's levitate

I think I'll break away

Focus on me hey

Op's are being fake

Looking for a way

Staying up at night I stay awake

Stay awake

I'm falling into

An Illusion

I'm used to it

I've been abusing my mind

Over and over

I'm losing composure

My head over

Hearts on the line

Falling into

An Illusion

I'm used to it

I've been abusing my mind