Divergent ft. Davian Noir Lyrics

Got the truth to what it means

From the source I derived I look

Cole the great said it all

The devil is the pride

When you put it all together It aligns

But if you got no pride

How the fuck do you shine

To myself the truth i assign

Don't give a fuck about the dollar signs

Though I know it's important

Be by myself never cordial

Wish I could take a portal

To the moon I know I'm not normal

Out of me they wanna get a rise

But I'm all clear

Blue skies

And I couldn't see the light

Ever since I was a child

So I just embrace the darkness

When they see it's night

They say good morning

They better pay attention and heed warnings

Everybody so fake Doomsday is calling

I know they'll find my words appalling

But I don't give a fuck I'll say it regardless

Because I'm heartless

Caterpillar metamorphosis

But It turned me to a moth

I'm really dark inside no goth

screamed out I hit her spot

Don't get Attach Bitches like to plot

Don't ask for the body count

you know it's a lot

Ain't on tying the knot

just moving up the road of life

Every fucking day is a fight

In my mind Dark though wanting to shine

Think like I'm running out of time

Loyalty is hard to find

Trust is hard to do

They can never take me for a fool

Lose my soul when I'm it the booth

The truth I pursue

Ones close want to see me lose

They won't say but that is the truth

They won't make a move

My anxiety fills the room

Everyday is gloom

Hope one day I can get to bloom

Peace in mind And start anew

Trust and love I never knew

I Hope that they are telling the truth

Without needing proof

But they pick and choose

Bitches out here wanna see you lose

Well that's how I see it from my point of view

And there was many times I did reviews

Look

Blind by the light

That is Shining bright

I'm starting to forget where I came from

Sky pitch black

And the only thing I see is doubt

I need constant love and affection

They say I'm best but I second guess

I've been on the grind so I Never rest

I'm Waiting for love after failed attempts

In the winter no heat

But I'm making heat

You can see dedication in my eyes

I work in the sun, till the sun down

I be breaking a sweat till it drips down

If I don't make it home then I passed out

Look

Nothing is better than making your mom proud

I shed tears when she broke down

I was helpless on the cold ground

No cold shoulder she was there

Beside me Like Siamese

My Adolescents

Was cool But nothing but lessons

I Swear to god

By 13 I was pulling my weight

By 14 I was cooking a plate For the fam

My dad in the cell turned me to a man

He gave me wisdom with a

Full proof plan

"Son you can make it just find a groove"

I wished I paid more attention to advice

So I wouldn't pay attention to a vice

When it's calling my name

Her Nickname was Mary Jane

Wasn't a fein cause I fought it back

I Only got lit at a my kickbacks

But it never evolved into deeper darkness

I was already in the Abyss

At the same time

I was losing my grip with reality

Crashed my car in snow

I was on my Knees

I was praying to god just to set me free

I was Feeling So numb

Couldn't feel my ki

Meaning No energy Surrounding me at all

Fingers were bloody but not from a brawl

Almost died but I didn't die

That's a close call

Only left with permanent scars And a closed case

Now I'm back In my city

Passing by my old place

Reminiscing bout the fucking old days

How I'm true to myself

And gettin rid of Old ways

Fuck champagne No alcohol needed to fight my pain

I just need pen

To write down my name