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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

Lyrics

This life shit can get crazy

Be trying to go the extra mile but lately I been lazy

Been struggling with patience all I wanna do is make it

As a youngin had to learn that in then trenches it get dangerous

Either take it or you change it

Stood in that mud and I was shameless

Sometimes I don't even feel the hurt it come with I got painless

The gangsters moving different now they might as well be brainless

Its funny how the realest niggas dying when they get famous

You only paid to entertain em

Since a youngin this is what I chose to be

I gave up on living reckless I knew who I'm 'pose to be

Mama told me you ain't shit unless you got some goals to reach

Never fearin been through too much shit to have some fold in me

I learned everything the hard way all my problems molded me

Knew the life I lived was wild

Had to change to raise a child

I still struggled way too long I never made my family proud

All this confidence I got somehow I still be well in doubt

Ain't no time to be content I'm thinking heavy spacing out

Like how the fuck I always end up asking what I'm gon do now

I stay quiet but the voices in my head be speaking loud

When I fell it wasn't enough you had to kick me while I'm down

Man that's bullshit. baby ima dog I been trying so hard to change it

Its a sight to see me giving these bitches some conversation

When they notice me for real they gon recognize I'm the greatest

Tired of bottling these thoughts so whatever I feel I say it

Ain't give no fucks if I'm right or I'm wrong

If you can't leave it real with me then leave me alone

I cant see no competition cause my eyes on the throne

They gon label me a legend by the time that I'm gone

Put my life in a song


I see, the hell I'm living in don't wanna let up

I cant handle all this pressure

Don't know why shit cant get better

Someone guide me

I'm lost in all this cold and stormy weather

Demons taking over sometimes I just let em

Cause its easier than fighting

I'm use to feeling pain sometimes I settle

For the poisons that I use to feel some pleasure

Feeling numb so don't remind me

I'm starving while I'm grinding for this treasure

Tired of talking when ain't shit else left to tell em


I been covering up trauma so it look like I feel better

Wanna say I stay with commas lately I just stay with letters

Never running from my problems I just wish I never met em

Cause I'm reaping what I sowed and I ain't talking bout a sweater

Swear this bullshit went too long I had to stop with trying to measure

Been the realest nigga living catch me slipping you could never

I ain't beefing over bitches I'm too busy chasing cheddar

And If she ain't ride for me when I was down I'm gon forget her


I see, the hell I'm living in don't wanna let up

I cant handle all this pressure

Don't know why shit cant get better

Someone guide me

I'm lost in all this cold and stormy weather

Demons taking over sometimes I just let em

Cause its easier than fighting

I'm use to feeling pain sometimes I settle

For the poisons that I use to feel some pleasure

Feeling numb so don't remind me

I'm starving while I'm grinding for this treasure

Tired of talking when ain't shit else left to tell em

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