Never Her Lyrics

Never a cheerleader

I'm always down

Couldn't be a diva

Just here in my town

Wish I had that blessing

But I am a curse

Every time I hit that stage

It's getting worse

You were so nice to me

But I fucked it up

Coz I'm not nice to myself

Never enough

But if I had your blessing

I'd scream in pain

I'd lose my freedom

It's not the same

Never her

Never heard

Can't see myself

I'm blurred

Never her

Never heard

Feeling so absurd

I'm blurred

Never you

Always blue

Clear my view

Be my truth

Never you

Always blue

Change my view

Never you

Just do it for yourself

And not for other people's standards

So even if it's slightly similar to someone else's work

They'll recognize it's you

Hate my emotions

A tidal wave

Wanna be like you

But never brave

Wish I had that power

Stuck in this place

Don't take my copium

Coz I need space

You were so damn nice to me

But I fucked it up

Coz I'm not nice to myself

Never enough

Even if I had your power

I'd go insane

So I'm just gonna let it rain

I'm gonna say goodbye

To the life I thought I wanted

Hard for me instead

Why do we compare each other

Never bother wondering how they feel

Like a black hole Ferris wheel

Like a bagel no one knows in this town

Spinning around and never stopping

Cycles are repeating

I'm content

With my own content

Far away from people

Mostly scared but now in peace

Tired of getting torn into pieces

I'll never be like her

Can't manage the trolls

Can't sleep at night

Can't make a fortune

Can't star on TV

But at least now I can hide away

Never her

Never heard

Can't see myself

I'm blurred

Never her

Never heard

Feeling so absurd

I'm blurred

Never you

Always blue

Clear my view

Be my truth

Never you

Always blue

Change my view

Never you

Remember, my dear

Other people's success will never take away

What you've accomplished so far in life

You own your success

And I'm always here for you