Anthocyanin Lyrics

She asks me kinda raspy if it's good

If it has me feeling happy like it should

With her hair she looks so bare despite the dark

I just stare I can only stare at her to start

I wanna scream

That I don't know

That I cant speak

That I won't show

How so empty

My brain is

Not inane it simply tries

I feign the thoughts to attain a sought-after guise

That I'm indeed real a sweet deal emotionally available

I guarantee it'll be me to feel a notion that is malleable

And in the bedsheets I get ready to nearly cry

And she lets me stops to pet me asks me why

Such a simple question

Why can't I answer the question

And at the grocery store

I grossly mourn the price of grapes

Draped in dust and before I could ignore it out escapes

A great big sigh and why are reds so high end?

I don't have my Ralphs Card

They got more anthocyanin

Now I don't even want to buy them

So I stopped crying mopped my eye things

And mustered my audacity

I locked eyes then dropped mine too flustered a catastrophe

"Ok" you say you patiently wait

I betray you again and again

And I break I take way to long to say utter under weight

"I'm sorry I don't like you

No worries its a fight you

Were never really in

And never had a chance

I never really meant for this to well advance

And I'm sorry for my brain

And I'm sorry to explain

This inconvenient reality

This bitter truth actuality."