Dopamine. Lyrics

Every time I wake up

I just wanna go back to sleep again

Cause it's the closest thing to death

Too much in my head

To even try to process

When I think love

I just wanna know what it really is

Is it true or just pretend?

Days run into each other

Always lessons to learn

But I've grown too tired to keep trying

I am spent, I'm deflated

I want out of my skin

This is not real living

I don't care to have meaningless conversation

What's it gonna do?

Give me some revelation?

You can't help me. I'm too far gone

Pour another drink

Roll up some more weed

I'll just keep running

To the dopamine

My hopes are slowly dying

I fed lies to my soul

Days run into each other

Always lessons to learn

But I've grown too tired to keep trying

I am spent, I'm deflated

I want out of my skin

This is not real living