In The Rain Lyrics

Why is everything so loose, so sarcastic

The poison inside my head, do you think that you're nothing

Why do I feel so stupid

You play with my heart like you lose it

The allergy's on my head

Driving me out of my head

Pray for better days, cuz I been walking in the rain

Lot of shit a nigga know, but I'ma take it to the grave

Lot of anger in my heart, it seems like I can't find no peace

I've been going through a lot, from this is world I wanna leave

And he ran away from home, so lately I've been feeling grieved

I can't blame nobody else, so I put the blame on me

And my head been getting loud, I've been drifting from my dream

Told myself I gotta make it, cause nobody gon' believe

My whole life I had it hard, lot of shit that really broke me

But my struggle gave me purpose, and my mind it really open

Even if I do be hurting, I just know I'm really chosen

People see he always angry, but my pain they never notice

Gotta make it out the bottom, told myself to just stay focused

All the pain that I've been feeling, I can't let it break or fold me

Praying God to tell me fake, but instead he really showed me

Lot of hate inside my heart, Man I really hate the old me

But I also hate the new me, why the fuck I can't find peace

And this road that I've been walking, lot of shit that made me bleed

Many times my heart got broke, so surgery is what I need

People say I did them wrong, but won't look at their mistakes

When your parents do you bogus, that's a different type of pain

I've been fighting BPD, but people think that I'm insane

I just feel misunderstood, wasn't even born this way

Lot of shit a nigga went through made me who I am today

Pray for better days, cause I've been walking in the rain

Lot of shit a nigga know, but I'ma take it to the grave

Lot of anger in my heart, it seems like I can't find no peace

I've been going through a lot, from this world I wanna leave

And he ran away from home, so lately I've been feeling grieved

I can't blame nobody else, so I put the blame on me

And my head been getting out, I've been drifting from my dream

Told myself I gotta make it, cause nobody gon' believe

For anyone going through pain, just know it's gon' get better

Know it don't seem like it right now, but God gon' make a way

Regardless if you broken, just keep it pushing

Cause nobody can save you but yourself

Had to learn that shit the hard way

Just stay out the way and stay to yourself

Fuck the world

Pray for better days, cause I've been walking in the rain

Lot of shit a nigga know, but I'ma take it to the grave

Lot of anger in my heart, it seems like I can't find no peace

I've been going through a lot, from this world I wanna leave