I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU Lyrics

This is a lonely night

I would like to know if you need me too

Just like I do

Just like I do

Just like I do

I feel myself on a carousel of dualities

Because I love you with my life

You bring me afterlife

But I feel like I hate you more than ever

Without your love I don't feel the same

This is getting critical, all I feel is pain

My heart it's asking for something

But my mind only reminds me that

I cannot hold you

I hate that I love you

I want to forget that you ever existed

But I still loving you

I cannot hold you

I hate that I love you

My heart is screaming

My mind is bleeding

All because of you

This is a fucking nightmare

I still dreaming with you

I really wanna forget

I don't want my mind to be calling you

I just dreamed that I was fucking you

Just like you liked

I don't want anymore

To live those memories in my nights

Nights where I only cry

I would like my mind to leave me alone

I need peace to move forward

But it's only getting harder

I thought that I had already forgotten you

But I can't hide from what my heart feels

With every tear that falls from my eyes

I hope I can get over this pain

I feel exhausted

I feel drained

I live the pain

While I smoke

Getting rid of all our dreams

And every word we said

Everything we needed

Everything we wanted

And every thing we once wanted to be

I wanna know if someday I'll forget you

I wanna know if someday I'll erase you from my mind

I can't take this shit no more

I can't handle the void no more

I cannot hold you

I hate that I love you

I want to forget that you ever existed

But I still loving you

I cannot hold you

I hate that I love you

My heart is screaming

My mind is bleeding

All because of you

I cannot hold you

I hate that I love you

I want to forget that you ever existed

I cannot hold you

I hate that I love you

I want to forget that you forever, girl

I need you

I really, really need you in my life

And I hate that I need you

I need you more than air to be alive

I want you back

I really, really want you back

I want you so bad

I want you so bad

I need you

I need you

I need you

And I hate that I need you

I need you

I need you

I need you so fucking bad