Is There A Paradise? Lyrics

Sometimes it feels out of reach

Can I really make a mill

Off these words that I speak?

Reach a million people

You know

Inspire the weak

Minded individuals

Cause that used to be me

My inner circle getting smaller

It's constantly breached

The energy always changing

It's fucking with V

I kept this shit going dawg

I'm lucky it's me

No one else to trust

With this music

I'm not easy to please

I just gave my mother roses

And it's been a while

I know she expects more

From her loving child

A friend of just mine lost his father

They were really close

I don't think I'll even cry

When my father goes

This the life I chose yeah

I made up my mind years ago yeah

I wonder if my hearts freezing cold

Living with high hopes

I expect myself in people

When I really know

I know they cant feel my pain

Still I grind and pray

I know they cant feel my pain

But still I grind and pray

For better days

For better times

To be alive

I know they can't feel my pain

And still I pray

For better days

To be alive

Is there a paradise?

They can have 2020 vision couldn't see me

My catalog slaps uh

Tap in if you don't believe me

People trying to give advice

Like this shit is easy

If so

You do it?

Let me see please

Twist I hope you're watching

And making you proud

I'm a finish what we started

Show the world

What you was really about

You've done things

In your life

When most would fold

A true image of growth

I send love out to those

Lost souls

Lost hope

And conformed

I go against the norm

A basic life

Just gives me anxiety

I told her

You don't love me

Then just lie to me

You know ignorance is bliss uh

This the life I chose yeah

I made up my mind years ago yeah

I wonder if my hearts freezing cold

Living with high hopes

I expect my self in people

When I really know