18 Lyrics

I don't want to be held

I want it to be over

You can only be strung along for so long

Not feeling so sweet

Yeah I'm feeling so sober

It's stone cold when soon isn't soon enough

I'm deconstructing the message

All the girls in white dresses

While I'm standing alone with tears on my face

Who am I to be selfish

Who am I to be happy

Took a look in the mirror and nothing's changed

And I've felt this way since eighteen

Eighteen

And my whole identity

Rejects codependency

So everyone assumes I'm all I need

Life is flying by

They're freezing frames on the other side

When the only child I know is the one inside me

Figuratively

Keep on brushing it off like it don't care

Enjoy the journey there

It's just a little waiting

But it's not, it's a lot

Is there something wrong with me

For not figuring what the hell is going on

I'm only 21

And I've felt this way since eighteen

Eighteen

And I've felt this way since eighteen

I've felt this way eighteen

(I've felt this way since)

My savior, my closure,

I'm feeling so sober

(I've felt this way)

My savior, my closure,

I'm feeling so sober