Carry It Anyhow Lyrics

Maybe it's the shit I saw online

Company I kept and paid no mind

Thought the truth was beyond

The shelter my parents fought for so hard

My sense of trust was naive

You could lie to my face and I'd believe

I know exactly why I went to church

Every single girl I thought could be her

Right outside the old chapel doors

My boyish dreams were altered

Cant place my sin on anyone else

Why would they want to carry it anyhow

I thought love would keep me safe

Not slip her tongue past consensual fate

And when I gave of myself

Figured it'd mean more than a passing spell

My God what have I done

Where would I be without Your Son

We used to play in the streets

All through the woods in the creeks

We would skate all over town

Play video games at each others house

My older brother was never around

I looked up to you a fair amount

I never spoke a word

Buried everything and hell it hurt

No matter how much I ever did

To wipe my mind or die I just grew jaded

No matter how much I ever did

To wipe my mind or die I just grew jaded

Eventually it was too much

My suicidal thoughts grew past substances

I never could pull it off

Or out you to your parents or to the cops

My God what have I done

Where would I be without Your Son

I pray Your will be done

We can all be forgiven