poison ivy ft. Josua Natanael, Wyrscape & riensu Lyrics

To be honest I was thinking bout a wedding ring

But never mind cuz you already found another me

Don't even bother asking if I'm doing well

Cuz I know you don't even care no more (yeah)

Turned my life upside down

You got me crumbling

From the inside out

My world is caving in

Won't look me in my eyes

As you walk away from me

Bet you're smiling in your sleep

You're a goddamn poison ivy

Oh oh

Never thought it'd be this hard to be alone

Nah uhh

I can't get you out of my head

Oh oh

Said that you would stay beside me

Instead you broke my psyche

You're a goddamn poison ivy

Too many times I ended up with a bad night

Ignored the signs cuz I gave in to your gaslight

Let you mess round with my head

So I take parts of the blame

Whenever you said you love me

I trusted right away

Now I feel so dumb

I wasted my time with ya

Thought we could talk things out, apparently we can't

Fuck this shit's so hard

I lost track of time

Lost track of who I am

Just wanna give up

Give in to the fucked up thoughts thats in my head

Like fuck

I might just end this shit

Throw away this ring

To be honest I was thinking bout a wedding ring

But never mind cuz you already found another me

Don't even bother asking if I'm doing well

Cuz I know you don't even care no more (yeah)

Turned my life upside down

You got me crumbling

From the inside out

My world is caving in

Won't look me in my eyes

As you walk away from me

Bet you're smiling in your sleep

You're a goddamn poison ivy

Oh oh

Never thought it'd be this hard to be alone

Nah uhh

I can't get you out of my head

Oh oh

Said that you would stay beside me

Instead you broke my psyche

You're a goddamn poison ivy

I still think about you

Had to pretend it was fine and play it cool

And I still think about you

And how you played me like I'm a fool

Tell me what's wrong with that?

You were the one that stabbed me in the back

Tell me what's wrong with that?

You were the one that left it in the past

Tell me what's up with that

You took my heart and you won't give it back

You hurt me bad

I guess it was the wrong time

Turned my life upside down

You got me crumbling

From the inside out

My world is caving in

Won't look me in my eyes

As you walk away from me

Bet you're smiling in your sleep

You're a goddamn poison ivy

Oh oh

Never thought it'd be this hard to be alone

Nah uhh

I can't get you out of my head

Oh oh

Said that you would stay beside me

Instead you broke my psyche

You're a goddamn poison ivy