i'm losing myself again. Lyrics

I don't want to be too careless

I don't want to be too famous

Life changes how outrageous

I'm losing my patience

Complex situations

Confusing complications

Little to no aspirations

Falling into all temptations

I don't want to talk

No conversations

I don't want to talk

No conversations

I want to be alone away from everyone

I stay at home

Turn off my phone

Cover my windows

Creep in the shadows

Look who's calling it's my mom

She's wondering where I've been all along

Worried sick I don't call

I barely move at all

I am like this all day long

Falling down this dark hole

Falling down this dark hole

I'm falling down this dark hole

Cause honestly I lack self esteem

And I latch onto and cling to materialistic things

And choose to believe in fantasy

Rather lose track of reality

Mrs. Oddball Mr. Insanity

Perfect for a mad family

Turn into a bad tragedy

Losing everyone I love and everyone I choose to trust

It's hard for me to love rather end it all

Then say you're the one

Cause no matter what they always run

Even if they say you're the one

Actually the mold started to rot

And it spread all over the walls

And I tried to take it off

But nothing's changed

Results stay the same

Mom and dad are you listening?

We need to cure our own disease

It's not your fault you weren't taught

But now it's time to learn

Don't be ignorant let's take the turn

Instead of running let's go back to return

Mrs. Oddball Mr. Insanity

Perfect for a mad family

Turn into a bad tragedy

Mrs. Oddball Mr. Insanity

I don't wanna be too careless

I don't wanna be too famous

Life changes how outrageous

I'm losing my patience

Complex situations

Confusing complications

Little to no aspirations

Falling to all temptations