Still Bitter Lyrics

Did you really love the bitch or was it only for the nut

I'm a real soft bitch, but I always keep it tough

Fuckin' with these other bitches, that's the why I'm not enough

Then you say the wrong things like, well, I'm goin' through the stuff

See, I went through that phone because I felt it in my heart

Knew it wasn't only me, swear, I knew it from the start

Knew you didn't really love me, know that it was only talk

Now you got me in my bag, got me cryin' in my car

I always kept it loyal and I always kept it real

Now I only wanna hurt you so you notice how I feel

Got these scars around my heart, they ain't never gon' heal

Got me losin' sleep at night, I can't even eat a meal

We been in love for years, think you wanted somethin' new

But cheatin' with that bitch isn't what you had to do

Shoulda told me how you felt, shoulda always kept it true

Now I gotta hurt you back, somethin' I ain't wanna do

See, I could have other niggas, but I only wanted one

I only wanted you, but you ruined all the fun

Now I'm textin' niggas back, cause I know that we are done

You made me hate myself, made me feel like I'm a bum

And , you put these bitches first when I'm the one who had your back

I'm the one who held you down, now you know that for a fact

When you ain't have no bread, I'm the one who sent you racks

And you treatin' me like shit, made me feel like I'm wack

Had some niggas kill my heart, had some boyfriends play their part

Lots of boys in this world, but they just tear your heart apart

Shoulda known it was a game from beginnin', since the start

Shoulda never let you through and kept that guard around my heart

Shoulda never let you in, shoulda known it would be short

Cause you played me for a fool and shot my heart out with a dart

I shoulda used my mind, God, I shoulda been smart

But now my heart is crushed and I don't know where to start

You told me that you love me and my dumb ass would believe it

I thought we had a future, but you couldn't even see it

I swear I always loved you, but you didn't even need it

Wanted you to be my last, but you didn't wanna be it

See, these niggas always play you, wanna treat you like you stupid

I didn't wanna end it, but I know I had to do it

Cause you got these other hoes, got me out here lookin' foolish

But you think I'm really dumb, boy, you think that I'm clueless

I know what you be doin', but I sit back and say less

I got my moves planned like my life is really chess

And I didn't wanna lose you cause my life would be a mess

But you can't say I ain't tried, cause I try my very best

And these bitches ain't shit, they knew you got a girl

They knew you got a wife, wish they woulda kept it real

But they only wanna dick and I wanna be a world

But I can't get hurt no more, all this pain I cannot deal