Closure Lyrics

I've been stabbed in the back a few times

But I finally felt cut when you held the knife

It's not that we had a great foundation

But I didn't think you'd go out your way to block mine

You turned the world on me with a whisper

The wildfire spread from your flaming breath

And suddenly I couldn't recognise myself in the mirror

Staring daggers back, warmth bereft

I've questioned myself for all these years

Still don't believe the praise that I receive

You beat me into this hollow wreck

Used to hold my head high, but you snapped my neck

Sometimes you'll never find closure

Healed wounds can always reopen

Sometimes to save yourself the pain

You have to walk away

You can drive yourself crazy

All the theories you're chasing

But at the end of the day it's

Helping no one asking

Lord why me?

Sometimes the tip of the iceberg's all there is

I've been impacted by a fear of love

A phobia flourished on a lack of trust

My emotions ran dry but the river stayed high

Cause though I lost my intimacy I still easily cried

I stayed sweet and smiled while you performed the slaughter

And I took every cut, transformed them into trauma

But who am I to blame? You had to test the waters

And I was spoiled from birth by being my daddy's daughter

Sometimes you'll never find closure

Healed wounds can always reopen

Sometimes to save yourself the pain

You have to walk away

You can drive yourself crazy

All the theories you're chasing

But at the end of the day it's

Helpless asking

Was it a past life, some fault of mine?

Was I born with emotional debt?

Had the hands of fate already marked my grave?

Was I born with a luck deficit?

Or is this one of those times there ain't a lesson

Just the growing pains of adolescence

I shook it off well but I've always wandered down deep

Are you aware of how you'd make me bleed?

Sometimes you'll never find closure

Can't put your life on words left unspoken

Sometimes you have to walk away

You can drive yourself crazy

All the theories you're chasing

But at the end of the day it's

Helpless searching for the good left underneath

When sometimes the tip of the iceberg's all there is