9 Years Lyrics

I thought it only been three years

Woke up a couple now 9 is here

I don't know how feel

Heard of death but didn't know how real

Now I'm wishing for a last meal

I don't want no appeal

I'd give it all just have you near

Hear you voice guide me through this cell

I'm just here waiting for that meal

Only way out is that row

Or a rope

Either way I gotta go

9 years

And I'm still here

9 years

And I'm still hurting

9 years

And your not here

9 years

It's been 9 years

Never thought I'd make past the first year

Your absence made me grow in fear

I'm sorry every single time I held in a tear

So many years I denied it

But each day made it more real

Sadness around a thanksgiving meal

Every birthday wish is you being here

I'm convinced

The pain in my heart is concealed

It has been for

9 years

And I'm still here

9 years

And I'm still hurting

9 years

And your not here

9 years

It's been 9 years

9 years

And I'm still here

9 years

And I'm still hurting

9 years

And your not here

9 years

It's been 9 years