Intrusive Thoughts Lyrics

It seems like everyone here will betray you

Lock you up inside your mind maybe for a day or two

Than the darkest thoughts really start to leak right through

Thought you threw away the key but it is an open room broken wounds

How the hell am I supposed to get better

When I feel like everyone's against me or just feel bitter

Like no one ever really cared but It doesn't matter

Do something that I shouldn't dare but fuck it I'm a quitter

Maybe I should cry more, write more, fly more

Because when my heart is sore

It makes me feel different or

Maybe I should fall in love

But guess what we know what love does

Tear us up from the inside like we're no one

It's fucked up

There is no trust

Fuck it ima make it heavy

I think I need to switch my focus

Focus on the things that make me happy don't know what it is

Thought it was the music but only in the moment

Then right back to where I am and I don't even want it I'm fucking haunted, I'm fucking haunted

Idk why Im always second guessing

There are good things in life they're called blessings

I would hate to be the one that is in the death scene

But don't mind me it's just me confessing

Hmm Ryan maybe you should go and get some sleep

You stay up all night chasing dreams chasing drinks facing things

Who the hell am I trying to be

Wait what's the problem

Maybe try not being a fiend

Maybe not be so unseen

Maybe not be so down on ourselves that we need to feel the need to bleed

What if we stayed in the dark too long that we can't get out

Like we have just been in a parking lot driving around

With no escape but the one that is underground

Being outside my mind might be the best sound without a doubt

Seems like everyone here will betray you

Lock you up inside your mind maybe for a day or two

Then the darkest thoughts really start to leak right through

Thought you threw away the key but it is an open room

Broken wounds

Maybe I should cry more, write more, fly more even when my heart is sore

Can't show through

Maybe I should fall in love

Fuck that