avant.garde ft. Niko Noir Lyrics

Mesmerized by the windmills I'm spinning just to spill out my heart

Painting life through the pain I embark

Ain't sparked a jay since the cart

Still barley hit it more afraid of the arch

My highest highs feel the same in the dark

My lowest lows hit the soul can't contain then I'm sorry

Still tryna balance it

Knowing all my needs & wants are never averaging

Searching for the meaning of life we thought having it

Would bring immense freedom, but still feigning the happiness

A lot you gotta hold sacred

Can't give you my all when alls taken

Heart in sleeve, I fall aimless

Blame it on the place i grew up

We all dangerous

Learned to fight from the start

Tainted homes grew from broken hearts

we frame it as art

I can't complain, but ashamed some ain't make it this far

Feelings fade like a blade but still see things as they are

No such thing as perfection

Living in yo essence

Knew since a child I was destined

Always manifested

Everything uh huh

Every time uh huh

Every thought out of passion turned into rhymes

FVNTVNV provide the vibes

I'm more the opposite of tired

My baby love to say I feel alive

Reaching for the skies, til my fate is compromised

Do or die, do you wanna ride & see the stars align

Huh?

I'm am thee avant guard

Mi amor said I shine like god

Get rich before times called

Knew the odds still I follow heart

They wanna lock the vessel

And pray I'm charged

But know the mind is still free at large

Been through so many trials

I remain unscarred

Won't understand cuz you ain't built like ours

Living my life is poetry

Far from the common couldn't be me

I'm the green pastures they speak of

When I fall

Down is up

I'm the green pastures they speak of