Hologram (Interlude) Lyrics

Survivor's Guilt has got me flashing out

I was thinking that I'm supposed to save them

But it's time for me to go and save myself

Mama always chasing after men

An I was feeling like the demons after me

An all I ever wanted was a helping hand

I pray it don't start getting bad again

Thought my family was proud of me

But I've been feeling like they really doubted me

But I guess everything happened for a reason

Cause I feel like it brought everything out of me

So yeah, I'm sorry cause you can save your apologies

Need someone to hold me tight

Like that pipe my father needs

I had friends that lost they mama

I'd be like I couldn't believe

Then I realized as I got older

My mom was barely here with me

I feel we all stuck in the matrix

People smile and they fake it

Go on with they life and then

They forget what they meant to me

I feel cursed as a black sheep

Heart full of love

But my brain full of memo+riez

Pulling the skin back on my thumb until my finger bleeds

Yeah

You've been right here where I am

Left me with the visions of your hologram damn

Told me you was here

Well show me where you at

Thought I saw a shadow of you walking past

Seeing my reflections off the mirror glass

I'm seeing fragments of your

Hologram

Told me you was here

Well show me where you at

Thought I saw a shadow of you walking past

Seeing my reflections off the mirror glass

I'm seeing fragments of your

Hologram