Diamond Dreams Lyrics

Here I am, stuck inside an aquarium

I've been hearing voices in my head

Familiar faces, tripping on my bed

For a moment they were calling my name

Took control of my brain

But I felt real safe in the darkness

Calm and alone with myself, drag along what I held

Back in the same place, ring another bell

Man I'm lost in myself, can't escape this glass jail

Same damn things while the times leaking

Grab a hold of yourself, see the wide ocean

You ain't never gonna get this back

So let go and jump out this goddamn tank

Come into your light for your soul

Believe in the fight you can win

Believe in the right to be free

Holding back the silent screams

Holding on to diamond dreams

These voices, were they memories

Clueless in my search

Been stuck inside my own world

Captive in a well

Could it be that I'm avoiding sea

No I won't admit

Had enough of all these failed plans

Blaming only me

I ain't even notice

Blind to the fog where I'm stranded

Picking apart my own skin

If only I could fix things

Maybe it'll bring peace

Sinking in deeper as time passes

Turning, I'm turning to bad habits

I can only witness

Nobody else

Break another promise

Take all the shame

Wanna run like Forrest

Gump in the Cortez

Numb to the fear

Same damn things while the times leaking

Grab a hold of yourself, see the wide ocean

You ain't never gonna get this back

So let go and jump out this goddamn tank

Come into the light for your soul

Believe in the fight you can win

Believe in the right to be free

Holding on to diamond dreams

Holding back the silent screams

Should I try to tell them

Everything I'm thinking

What's the fucking point if they won't understand

Too busy with their own lives

Seeing with their own eyes

Stubborn just like me

Had enough of me

How do I fly?

If I could just jump out

How do I die?

If I don't know what flight's like

These voices were they memories?

Clueless in my search

Been stuck inside my own world

Captive in a well

Could it be that I'm avoiding sea?

No, I won't admit

Had enough of all these failed plans

Blaming only me