life of pain Lyrics

Tryna put myself on track, forget my old pace

Like baby

When they see you try to do better, they say you're stuck up in your old ways

I'm tryna heal the pain written on my face

This road ain't easy, no

This path ain't easy, no

I be falling in and out again

Falling in and out and back right again

But I know these hoes, they ain't give me nada

They've been stepping in my tracks like Balenciaga

But I know I'm ten toes always

Cut the temptation off, bro I really gotta

Get back to it

Before I go lose it

My killy told me "If I got it then I go and prove it"

I took what you said my boy and then I speed raced

Appreciate my real ones, I just got my peace straight

But still tell me bro who want smoke ?

Peace and loyalty inside of my life, I can't keep both

Preaching what I mean, cause I pray someday that gon' switch roles

Tryna heal everybody, surrounded by some sick souls

Slow down my pace cause I've been living life too quick

Pacing back and fourth in my head, and I might lose it

But I pray I won't

Lord protect me from myself I pray I don't

Struggling, I'm tryna find resilience

Struggling I'm tryna find my peace again

Lord I'm praying if right now is really me deep in

Cause I might leave these friends

I think I'm knee-deep in

Tryna go back to days where I felt free again

Before the pain creep in

And it starts seeping in

So I could tell myself, some of these friends pretend

And leave it up to them

And you won't speak again

Gotta thank Jehovah that it's over

Gotta thank my family that I'm sober

Yeah, I gotta thank the guys that I found closure

Gotta thank the devil when I'm not supposed to

The evil I'm exposed to

He brought out the things that I'm prone to

Fall back and fall back again

Fall back and then we come back

And again

But still tell me bro who want smoke ?

Peace and loyalty inside of my life, I can't keep both

Preaching what I mean, cause I pray someday that gon' switch roles

Tryna heal everybody, surrounded by some sick souls

Slow down my pace cause I've been living life too quick

Pacing back and fourth in my head, and I might lose it

But I pray I won't

Lord protect me from myself I pray I don't

But I know these hoes, they ain't give me nada

They've been stepping in my tracks like Balenciaga

But I know I'm ten toes always

Cut the temptation off, bro I really gotta

Get back to it

Before I go lose it

My killy told me "If I got it then I go and prove it"

I took what you said my boy and then I speed raced

Appreciate my real ones, I just got my peace straight

But still tell me bro who want smoke ?

Peace and loyalty inside of my life, I can't keep both

Preaching what I mean, cause I pray someday that gon' switch roles

Tryna heal everybody, surrounded by some sick souls

Slow down my pace cause I've been living life too quick

Pacing back and fourth in my head, and I might lose it

But I pray I won't

Lord protect me from myself I pray I don't