THIS IS HOW IT FEELS Lyrics

This how it feel when everybody changed

And now you look around it ain't the same

You don't even know you got depression in your brain

This is how it feels when you been going through some pain

This how it feels when you been going through some pain

Like fuck it might as just go insane

I'm smoking weed so I can kill the pain

But I don't think it's helping anything

Suicidal thoughts keep on rushing through my brain

Like fuck it might as well just blow my brains

I'm tired of the hate that on my name

I'm tired of these bitches playing games oh no

Yeah I'd rather be alone

Yeah just Chilling on own

And don't try to call my phone

You gon find out no ones home

You gon realize you was wrong

No one cares until your gone

And I know

I seen who was there you wasn't sitting front row

People won't support but they'll watch til you blow

Damn Niggas really fake on my soul

This how it feel when everybody changed

And now you look around it ain't the same

You don't even know you got depression in your brain

This is how it feels when you been going through some pain

This how it feels when you been going through some pain

Like fuck it might as just go insane

I'm smoking weed so I can kill the pain

But I don't think it's helping anything