Solitude ft. BABY GODD Lyrics

Since you've been gone you've been my guardian angel

Since a golden heart stopped beating

Ring the alarm and the day bells

Let the world pause and give a salute to queen

They say memories fades but not the thought of you

Trying to balance my mind to align with the thought of losing you

I've been trying to figure out

Why a nigga caught up in a solitude

Memories of you got me feeling cool

Nah, I meant to say got me feeling cold

My heart's been colder than a pack of ice

Losing you was the ultimate sacrifice

But I guess we had to double back and pay the price

Always told me

Kiddo, why you moving so fast

With all the drive in the world

I swear, you still need gas

So I sat back had to take a recess

To calculate my steps when I react

I don't even like to talk much about this shit

When we got the call had a nigga standing still

My heart was pounding fast

My mind was running laps

Is this the end for her

She lived her life filled with symphony

I gotta ask God but that's called blasphemy

Writing this bar for bar

I don't give a fuck

I need answers quick

But I guess that the truth is not for the weak hearted

So it's up to me now to keep mom safe guarded

Young nigga I'm like Meek

I'm lion hearted

That's why I gotta play it cool even when I'm at my darkest

I just put on a persona

Sometimes I feel like I'm the greatest show man

But I bet you'd never know man

My biggest regret was you ain't neva had a mini you

Coz now you gone then I would have been more accountable

All the things you've done for me i swear I'd do the same for your mini you

But it breaks my heart to see that you left alone

Everywhere I go

I can still smell your cologne

It's like the fresh air i breathe

When I seat to think

While I reminisce about the past and the times we spent

Looking at the times we had to care less

Now I'm looking through a shattered glass

Big sis, you've always told me to watch how I move

Said to me Nigga don't be the last to hit the snooze

Always get it how you get

Coz when you don't , you lose

Winner's mentality alone

I felt like you gave me so much game And i ain't pay you back

Only way to do so is when mom is in a maybach

I know where you are, you gonna scream amen to that