Die Alone Lyrics

If this is what love is then I gotta go

If hurt is the answer then don't call my phone

If all this meant nothing I don't wanna know

If this is what love is I'd rather die alone

I have a mind that can be so misunderstood

I think I carry too much baggage from my childhood

And I know, I know I should be over it

But I can't stop telling myself I was just a kid

Am I undeserving just because you think I am?

Does my emotional intelligence threaten you?

Cause before I said my piece we were all good

You can't accept that I'm mentally ahead of you

We had the same hurt but I put mine to better use

Traded the home that we built for a better view

You only hurt me like you did cause I was letting you

Go tell your version of events, I'mma tell the truth

And I ain't saying all of this to embarrass you

All is fair in love and war, I ain't make the rules

You know we're in it way too deep - we can't call a truce

And when it's comes to your motive - I don't have a clue

How could you?

Why did you?

I don't know.. still

What happened

We went left

Don't want to.. feel

I hate you

I question

Was it.. real?

Was it real?

How could you?

Why did you?

I don't know.. still

What happened

We went left

Don't want to.. feel

I hate you

I question

Was it.. real?

Was it real?

Where were you at when I needed you most?

I reached for your hand and then you let me go

I'm starting to think you take love as a joke

But my heart ain't a game so I hope you take note

Of this message I'm sending you up in the sky

If you left today, baby I would survive

I cannot tell if you're honest

Cause I get so blinded by what I make up in my mind

To me, to your friends, to yourself you tell lies

I didn't want much more than for you to try

Where we go from here is for you to decide

But when it comes to my heart I won't compromise

Be honest and tell me all that's on your mind

I got here at 10 and it's going on 5

Don't know how I got here, just wanted to drive

But a couple of turns and a couple of lights

Got me thinking I need to see you face to face

Even though I told you that I needed space

There is no one that could ever replace

And I wish we could work but that isn't the case

You tried to tell me that you didn't know

I'll leave all my baggage - just get up and go

You get the message - won't leave you a note

Cause if this is what love is

I'd rather die alone

I gotta go

If hurt is the answer then don't call my phone

If all this meant nothing I don't wanna know

If this is what love is I'd rather die alone