Still Numb... Lyrics

I don't wanna lose my mind

I don't wanna lose control

I just thought I'd look inside

And figure out what made this hole

You don't get to tell me stop

When everybody tells me go

I am not a puppet on a string

And you'll never be my manifesto

Because everybody makes mistakes

And things go unsaid

Lives change in a day

In the snap of a finger and

Up goes down

Before you know it

You're back where you started

Somehow still broken

Still numb

Still numb

I just thought I'd love myself

Better than you'd love your own

People need to know themselves

To understand the people are gone

Long living here with all the questions

Answers are currency

Don't want to miss a moment with you

Time did not occur to me

I always thought I'd make it far

I don't know what happened

If its any consolation you're still twenty-five and laughing

It gets harder to imagine growing old

When they treat you like a child

But your daughters looking at you

With that beautiful smile

And I don't really know a thing

I just know that truth hurts

And if God is on my side

I know my true worth

Because everybody makes mistakes

And things go unsaid

Lives change in a day

In the snap of a finger and

Up goes down

Before you know it

You're back where you started

Somehow still broken

Still numb

Still numb