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In my unmade bed

With the screen I never left

Is this all I could want

Is this all 21 is

All my texts unread

And a cup of comparison

Cause I need the caffeine

And it's funny that she never did

Cause my 6 year old self didn't cry

About the size of my waist or my nose or my thighs

And she never ran out of time in her eyes

I wish that I could call her right now

And get advice on this hell

Cause she would've pulled me out by now

And if I really had to choose

Me or her, I'd lose

Cause she believed in me more than I do

All the nights I should've slept

But couldn't keep my hands to myself

They were too busy scrolling

Till Five in the morning

Till I have nothing left

And I really don't care what the mirror shows me

When my eyes are saying they don't even know me

Cause now I'm jealous of the younger me

And she don't have to pay for therapy

I wish that I could call her right now

And get advice on this hell

Cause she would've pulled me out by now

And if I really had to choose

Me or her, I'd lose

Cause she believed in me more than I do

Cause my 9 year old self didn't cry

About eating or breathing or songs she can't write

And she never hated the brown in her eyes

And she never waited to run out of time

Cause my six year old self didn't cry

About the size of my waist or my nose or my thighs

And she never ran out of time in her eyes

I wish that I could call her right now

And get advice on this hell

Cause she would've pulled me out by now

And if i really had to choose

Me or her, I'd lose

Cause she believed in me more than I do

If I called her out

Would she pick up now