Oxymoronic ft. No'tian Lyrics

I feel myself wither

When stresses get bigger

I'd rather be dead then to slither for slivers of silver

From figures who have enough figures

To give a small portion and save me from winter

Or get me some dinner

Just fuck I need something

Been sitting for weeks but I'm mentally running in circles

These hurdles I can't keep on jumping

I need shit to do more then smoking and humping

And bumping this music they think I'm a sinner

Go figure, I figured we're past pointing fingers like arrows from quivers

I quiver when thoughts of the future come hither

I'm not like my peers, and though it appears I'm good with this rapping

I'm tangled with fear and i can't make it happen

I'm hauling on weed cuz it helps me to tap out and honestly i don't really ever wanna tap back in

Uh uh I'm back in

My knuckles red like in sonic

Thirsty but don't fuck with tonic

You're not a super just comic

I'm feeling oxymoronic

I'm outta my head least I'm honest

Anxiety plagued like bubonic

Puffing on that green bitch it's chronic

I'm feeling-

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Why the hell am I feeling so lost

My holy mantle been broke into shards

I only got about one hit left

Somebody please send my family regards

The ones that I like at least

When I'm up on the mic I'm a fucking beast

I'm as white as the chalk 'round a murder scene

That explain why I'm rockin' this burgundy

Nobody hurtin' me

Heard to me

I'll lie to you with a certainty

Make you believe there's a dream that is worth living for

I adore your Naiveness and sure

I don't know what is next, if it's peace, if it's war

But either way we're going out with a bang

So buckle up before you're ripped from the floor

Are they gonna see a legacy when you hang

I'm free from living it's no longer a chore