feel alive Lyrics

When im with the boys outside i dont ever think of suicide

'Cause they all make me feel alive alive

Nowadays im just inside

My mind is blown away

Just like u on the otherside

By trying to make me your's for the second time

I've been wondering

If i'll ever have to buy a wedding ring for a princess

Nevermind it's none of my business

My friend's are the only one's in my whitelist

By trying to make me your's for the second time

I've been wondering

If i'll ever have to buy a wedding ring

For a princess

Never mind its none of my business

My friends are the only one's in my whitelist

When im with the boys outside i dont ever think of suicide

'Cause they all make me feel alive

Because they are the ones that kept me alive

I went to the beach the other day

I saw myself in a room full of grey

My life kinda went away

After all this years it felt it wasnt worth it anyway

Guess i just need to smoke for it to go far

No i didn't deserve to get fucking scared

But it was just another victory for me

'Cause it's a loop that is madly only for me

To win until u're down on your knees

But my boys do it for me

When im with the boys outside i dont ever think of suicide

'Cause they all make me feel alive alive

When im with the boys outside i dont ever think of suicide

'Cause they all make me feel alive alive

This pain is not about u no

It's something u made me think for a long

No u deserve my time

I'm gonna conquer my dreams without u by my side

But thats alright

'Cause i got myself by side

And that's all i need

All boys to prevent me from suicide

'Cause they taught i was worth it no matter what

When u got real homies with u

I'll promise u'll stay up all night

Alright

We get it

Now listen to it twice

Now listen to it twice

("When im with the boys outside i dont ever think of suicide cause they all make me feel alive alive")

("Nowadays im just inside")

("My mind is blown away")

("Just like u on the otherside")