NASCAR ft. Will S. & Ednetta Fullmore Lyrics

My mind racin' like NASCAR

My mood change like the NASDAQ

Don't know if I'm gettin' that far

When I'm seein' all of these flashbacks

I feel like I'm stuck in quicksand

I need help, but I don't know how to ask for it

I'm sinkin', but will they notice

Or will I fall, cause I'm hopeless

This pattern I'm in is drainin' me

Days are goin' by it's like all of it feels the same to me

Wake up, go to class, eat, sleep, life's on repeat

Autopilot, how I'm movin', been cruisin' on it for weeks

and I can't break the cycle, No matter how hard I try to

I struggle askin for help with myself, I guess I'm too prideful

It's not like I don't want to, cause really trust me, I'd like to

But it's hard explainin' pain to someone that isn't just like you

and can't step into your shoes, cause it's too loose of a fit

I can't trust or understand when I say I'm losin' my shit

I can't trust or fully understand the grand topic at hand

on how I'm jammed Pursuin' music and almost choosin' to quit

Cause I'm sittin' on like two years of music that's unreleased

That's mixed, mastered, and done, I just gotta pay for the beats

But I'm waitin' on ideas for an album and album cover

Cause I wanna drop a clean work of art, to say the least

So I let time pass, hopin' that the concept will be found

Cause I want it the way I want it, in hopes to make myself proud

In that time I play the songs with some people I meet around

And they askin' me if the song's been released, cause they need it now

And my reply is not just yet, but hopefully they'll be soon

But I said that since it was 2020, the month of June

Now I'm tellin' people a date, and trust me, it's worth the wait

Knowin' I'm not gon' get ideas in that time to drop on that date

And so now, in present times, I feel like I suck as a artist

Cause the shit I want the most for myself has become the hardest

Gettin' sick of tryin' to wait for that idea to arrive

And I'm startin' to believe I'm not good enough in my mind

Nah they don't understand, nah, and they never will

But if you do this, the realest shit you might ever feel

Gettin' told I have talent and balance that with I'm blessed with skill

But what's the use of me hearin' that, as most people never will

Never will, nah, never will, never will, right. Shit, it's like

My mind racin' like NASCAR

My mood change like the NASDAQ

Don't know if I'm gettin' that far

When I'm seein' all of these flashbacks

I feel like I'm stuck in quicksand

I need help, but I don't know how to ask for it

I'm sinkin', but will they notice

Or will I fall, cause I'm hopeless

Oh, soon you'll find

Your time will come

Just ease your mind

Your time will come

You're waitin' on the sun to rise

The tides to turn, the birds to fly

Your time will come