In the Red Lyrics

I never thought I'd be alone to watch your memories fade away

In absence of a destiny or fate

But star-struck revelations can't happen every day

So come what may

You used to smile at me and talk about how both our lives could change

That moment felt much bigger than my countless aimless days

I couldn't see you shiver as you reconciled with pain

It's all the same

Despite my constant efforts, a crappy song can't cause a heart to change

Apparently it's still just not the same

As genuine connection, drums pound inside my brain

For another day

Alright

Sit down next to me, light up the room

Wish I could write a song as beautiful as you

You mean so much to me, too much for a melody

To capture how I feel when I see you

It all comes to an end

It stings to end as friends

But when we talked that night

we both knew

And still you act alright

I don't feel justified when I see you

Acting how you do

We used to have love

But now you act like you're above

Did I not love enough?

What the fuck have I done

But it's already gone

What we had is gone

And the whole thing's my fault

Can't we just fucking talk?

Blood flows out from my knuckles

Racing towards unrealistic dreams

My stomach twists and turns

At the thought of you loving anyone but me

Who thought that I would end up

Writing this last song for you and me?

But now that it's all over

I guess I'll pick myself back up and leave