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I have a war in my mind Sometimes I wake up and wish I still wanted to die

Sometimes the meds make me numb

They make me stay away from things that are dumb

The drugs and the blades in your name

The drugs, the blades and your name

I always still think of you I think of all that we'd do if you were here

The only new memories we make are in my dreams

I wonder if they'll stop and I wonder what you think

If I forgot you I don't wanna forget you

But at some point I'll have to

It's not a choice, I just have to move past you

I wish you'd be in my life I wish you had your kids and a wife

It's not fair that you ended your life

You didn't want to

Wonder if it still haunts you somewhere Somewhere, somewhere

Not here, but somewhere