Letter To Myself Lyrics

I was so fucked up, I ain't have nowhere to turn

From a nigga who ain't have it, I can't

let them benjis burn It's my turn, for years I Prayed for this

I even slaved for this I'm so used to getting Dismissed, I don't

Care about a diss

Sometimes I can't get no sleep

I be thinking bout my dreams even though I Can't get no peace

Know I left her broken hearted, tried to pick Up every piece

I'm a dog to tell the truth, some how I break Off every leash

Wrote this letter to myself, it do no good going To the streets

To the streets, I can't trust a soul that's one Ridin'

One deep Niggas really hoes and I can't lie, it's Cutting deep

And you can't trust these hoes, you gotta

Know they for the streets Stay in my lane Cause I can't feel your vibe

I know you wanna kill the vibe, I know it's real Inside

You can look me in my eyes and see em filled With pride

I try to push it to the side but I don't like to Hide

I get in my feelings when I think about Decisions that I made

How you tryna judge my vision when we not Seeing the same

Take my losses on the chin, I know it's not no One to blame

It get real cold, gotta keep some heat, yeah Keep a flame

Oh you real bold, got the nerve to say I ever Changed

Shit like steel toes, you can't walk in my shoes without some pain

You bitches still hoes, the only thing that's Decent is your frame

You niggas still hoes, do anything just to get a Name

I was so fucked up I ain't have no where to Turn

From a nigga who ain't had but I can't let them benjis burn

It's my turn, for years I prayed for this, I even Slaved for this

I'm so used to getting dismissed, I don't care about it diss

Sometimes I can't get no sleep, I be thinking Bout my dreams

Even though I can't get no peace, know I left Her broken hearted, tried to pick up every Piece, I'm a dog to tell the truth

Some how I break off every leash, wrote this Letter to myself

It do no good, going to the streets, to the Streets

I heard niggas changing, you a bitch nigga That's weak

Day ones turned to strangers, ain't no anger, Ain't no beef

I'm not trying to be famous, I need M's to help Me sleep

Pockets empty, stomach hurting, my mama Know I'm deserving of it all

I'm just trying to ball, they want me to fall

They say Banga, you a star, but I come from Where shit get hard

I remember like one Christmas morning, I ain't Get a toy

Shadow boxing in the mirror, I had felt like Baby Roy

Anger issues since a boy, I get easily annoyed

Put my life on the line for the ones I love, just Take a call

I got a bag, you got a bag, I'm going all out for My dogs

I'm just giving you the real me, you gotta feel Me

Feel like I been in the dark so long, but yet I Still see

All these emotions I be feeling, I know you Can't heal me

Asking why we not together, shit we never will Be

I was so fucked up, I ain't have nowhere to Turn

From a nigga who ain't have It I can't let them Benjis burn

It's my turn, for years I prayed for this

I even slaved for this

I'm so used to getting dismissed, I don't care bout a diss

Sometimes I can't get no sleep

I be thinking about my dreams, even though I Can't get no peace

Know I left her broken hearted, tried to pick Up every piece

I'm a dog to tell the truth, somehow I break off Every leash

Wrote this letter to myself, it do no good going To the streets

To the streets

I'm a dog that tell the truth, somehow I break Off every leash

Wrote this letter to myself, it do no good going To the streets

To the streets