The Nowards Spiral Lyrics

Woke up One morning empty once again

Still felt the mourning a dream put in the blend

I ditched my anger to then sulk around a friend

Then drown on worries that theyll leave me in the end

Woke up screaming, the why still escapes

Had scratches on me, when they healed i cut them again

I carved my skin not knowing what it meant

Fed the addiction of going trough the pain

Some proof i can feel alive but i feel the same

I wasnt encouraged to talk. all my words wrapped up in shame

Im sinking deeper so i can write you honestly

Found a transaltion from depression to poetry

Cant hold a future in this dark imagery

Today i imagine blood and tears on me

Some proof i could feel myself die and feel no grief

Buliding the courage to end al the torment this is putting on me