Roulette Routine (It Is What It Is) Lyrics

See nobody, my life in a tint, all that company been too expensive

I decided it is what it is, I be fighting, I feel like it's extra

Ain't gon' lie I be fighting my temper, every season it feel like December

It be cold on the inside, they be tryna get time out but I won't let 'em

I cannot die with no trophy

Bitch, I get high, I don't OD

I give a fuck what they told me

I be embarrassed of old me

When the plug outside, I could ease my mind, the floating just feels like I'm coping

Tried to speed my time, couldn't ease my life, but I don't be thinking I'm hopeless

I don't know why it's so hard for me to feel I'm at home

When I'm out in public, I wanna be gone

I'm feeling something disrupting my soul, I don't know why it can't let it be known

I don't know what's in the way if we grown

You trade on your brother, you getting disowned

I gotta learn to be great on my own, bet with my gut and I never was wrong

Yeah, I feel like I'm popping a seal, I don't feel like copping a pill

Turn in the right, no stopping the wheel

Zooming at night for something to feel

I been losing my mind don't tell me to chill

You tell me don't do it, I tell you I will

Tuh, do everything how it's supposed to be

I don't like nobody over me

I hate playing it safe, I want no more caution

And would you please just shut the fuck up, I don't want no one talking

And every message that hit my phone, just make me feel exhausted

And when I text you I don't laugh, I read that shit and scoff

Man, sometimes I wanna blow my brain to turn it off

And put it up for auction, my oxygen, you can take it all

Feel like I'm fading off and everything I did, feel like I paid a cost

See nobody, my life in a tint, all that company been too expensive

I decided it is what it is, I be fighting, I feel like it's extra

Ain't gon' lie I be fighting my temper, every season it feel like December

It be cold on the inside, they be tryna get time out but I won't let 'em

I cannot die with no trophy

Bitch, I get high, I don't OD

I give a fuck what they told me

I be embarrassed of old me

When the plug outside, I could ease my mind, the floating just feels like I'm coping

Tried to speed my time, couldn't ease my life, but I don't be thinking I'm hopeless