fear Lyrics

Paralyzed

Can you open up your eagle eye?

Can you tell me what you see inside?

I try to ease the pain, I'm terrified

I run but cannot hide

Fear done took my energy, fear done drained my batteries

Fear crept in so casually, then it made me obsolete

Gotta pay attention or you'll lose the access

Doors start closing, I'm watching it happen

Looking for my way, don't know where the map is

Heart got scarred, started losing my passion

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

Don't know where to go

I got a hundred missed calls on my phone

Everyone around me, but I feel alone

Could be a king, but I'm burning the throne

Torching it all, I'm afraid of the crown

Rather than climb the walls to get out of town

I'd rather join the violent and burn it all down

Cause that is the easy way

Who else but myself can I please today?

Who else but myself can have peace today?

Angels on shoulders can plead their case

I cannot hear them, I feel the gates

Locking me in, now I'm stuck in one place

At least when I'm scared, I am very aware

I can look to the devil for a warm embrace

Paralyzed

Can you open up your eagle eye?

Can you tell me what you see inside?

I try to ease the pain, I'm terrified

I run but cannot hide

Stop with the drama, stop with the drama

Was worried about cash, worried about commas

Could never relax, I had me a problem

I couldn't face facts, I'd rather dodge them

I'll go to the moon like Mission Apollo

Make it there soon, I'll do it tomorrow

I'd sit in my room, in love with the sorrow

Reading advice that I'd never follow

Every night, I'd think of the lotto

Ooh, if I hit it, I wouldn't feel hollow

That was the motto

Praying for peace that I didn't deserve

Didn't believe when I gave you my word

Didn't believe in my personal worth

What can I do to impress upon earth

The biggest to do was impress myself first

Breaking the curse

Rising up from the dirt, yeah