pain Lyrics

She left me cause I couldn't stop my music

Her mama told her leave him, he ain't shit, she said I'm useless

I'm getting used to hearing these excuses, I ain't stupid

I know when it is time to keep it moving, so I'm moving

Never been a pretender

I know the love is there but we have two different agendas

These are some of the many reasons I bury the pain, it's very insane

How you can make the choice and I just have to carry the blame

Could never be my wife, said I'm already married to the game

Couldn't live with myself, said I refuse to carry with the shame

I only miss the person that you used to be

I said you ain't the same person that you used to be

No, I don't want you to change, that's who you choose to be

The love ain't lost but it's dead, peep the eulogy

I knew it all along, you was through with me, boobie

This isn't new to me, wishing that it could go back to how it used to be, yeah

I can't lie and tell myself that I don't miss her

Just take a look on Instagram so you can get the picture

I tried these other bitches, have you ever tasted wackness

I had to keep it moving, I ain't known to hustle backwards

Never said I was perfect, but God damn it, I'm trying

I told you I didn't care, now I'm telling you that I'm lying

Baby girl, I surrender, I know that love is there

But we have two different agendas

You got a nigga heart, feeling colder than December

See, keeping you is harder than me trying to keep my temper

But why should I lie when I truly know that I do love you

But all this love shit, it keeps getting me into trouble

Why the heck am I stressing?

Say fuck it and keep it moving

Still in the back of my mind, I'm like

She don't know what she losing