My ordinaly life x İ got no time slowed Lyrics

My ordinaly life x İ got no time slowed - Tazty

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They tell me keep it simple

I tell them take it slow

I feed and water an idea

So I let it grow

I tell them take it easy

They laugh and tell me no

It’s cool but I don’t see them laughing

At my money though

And I know this is

I know this is the truth

'Cause I've been staring at my death so many times

These scary monsters roaming in the halls

I wish I could just block the doors

And stay in bed until the clock will chime

They tell me I've been sleepin'

I say I'm wide awake

Tracks hot and ready

So they call me Mister E-Z Bake

They say the grass is greener

I think my grass is dank

Drivin' with a drank

On an empty tank to the bank

Got to keep my calm, and carry on

Stay awake until the Sun will shine

But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone

They're still out there to take what's left of mine

Stayin' still, eyes closed

Let the world just pass me by

Pain pills, nice clothes

If I fall I think I’ll fly

Touch me, Midas

Make me part of your design

None to guide us

I feel fear for the very last time

They tell me that I'm special

I smile and shake my head

I’ll give them stories to tell friends

About the things I said

They tell me I'm so humble

I say I'm turning red

They let me lie to them

And don’t feel like they’ve been misled

But I'm stuttering

I'm stuttering again

No one will listen and no one will understand

Because I'm crying as much as I speak

'Cause no one likes me when I shriek

Want to go back to when it all began

No matter what I make

They never see mistakes

Makin' so much bread

I don’t care that they’re just being fake

They tell me they’re below me

I act like I'm above

The people blend together

But I would be lost without their love

Got to keep my calm, and carry on

Stay awake until the Sun will shine

But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone

They're still out there to take what's left of mine

Stayin' still, eyes closed

Let the world just pass me by

Pain pills, nice clothes

If I fall I think I’ll fly

Touch me, Midas

Make me part of your design

None to guide us

I feel fear for the very last time

Lay still, restless

Losing sleep while I lose my mind

All thrill, no stress

All my muses left behind

World is, below

So high up, I'm near divine

Lean in, let go

I feel fear for the very last time