face to face Lyrics

I won't do this face to face

Don't think it takes the pain away

Lock me out of the pearly gates

Everything seems so fake

Lock out of my own fate

Think I need to retake

Take my self away from

Remove myself from this place

I'm standing on the beach sulking in the sea

Standing on the beach feel the wind hit me

Standing on the beach wish I wasn't me

Standing on the beach

I don't wanna be here

I don't wanna be here

I don't wanna be here

Sea is all I can hear

I won't do this face to face

Don't think it takes the pain away

Lock me out of the pearly gates

Everything seems so fake

No matter what goes on its only getting better baby

Nobody hears my songs nobody sees the vision lately

The sea wash over me i let the world pass by so vaguely

Try to empty my mind to stop the white noise take me

Waves crash rocks -

Emptying my brain

Take away, take away the pain

I try do the same

I know I must look insane

Every time I'm fixing myself

I make silly mistakes

Every time I bully myself

I sit out in the rain

Every time I feel something

I'm switching up the lane

Every time I fuck up my vibe

I'm gonna make a change

Everything I do for your smile

I know that's fucking lame

Every time I look in my brain

It always seems to break

Every time I do this shit it gets the same results

I cant soul search I cant seem to find my soul

Always tryna find something to fill the hole.

I won't do this face to face

Don't think it takes the pain away

Lock me out of the pearly gates

Everything seems so fake

Reflect in the broken mirror

There's no such thing as fate

Two things go right in my life

I start believe in fate

I don't care about money

I don't even want the fame

I just want to make people

feel the fear the same

Reflect in the broken mirror

There's no such thing as fate

Two things go right in my life

I start believe in fate

I don't care about money

I don't even want the fame

I just want to make people

feel the fear the same

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feel the fear of being lost

feel the pain of being lost

in a crowded world