Dead Inside Lyrics

I don't wanna go out

Another night of insecurities

Don't got anything to talk about

I'm running out of social battery

My stamina is low

I wanna stay home

I gotta tough it out so they'll never know

I painted on a smile

I'm telling them lies

I'll make a couple jokes

But I'm dead Inside

Feel so dead inside

Something just ain't right

Cause I feel numb

Head's a mess

An emptiness inside my chest

Emotionless and so hollow

Another pill I'll have to swallow

Cause I feel numb

What you see's not what you get

I'm a shell of a person on the internet

Who might seem warm with a smile

But dull in the eyes

I'm cold to touch, cause there's nothing inside

My damage and debris is spreading quickly

Swallowing me whole

I can barley breath

Hysteria created, and I'm really afraid of

The person that I've become

I really fuckin' hate her

Cause I feel numb

Head's a mess

An emptiness inside my chest

Emotionless and so hollow

Another pill I'll have to swallow

I'm always freakin' out

Heads in the ground

I'm waiting for the light

But it never seems to come around

Freakin' out

Heads in the ground

I'm waiting for the high

But I only get the come down

Dead Inside

Something just ain't right

Stamina is low

I wanna stay home

Gotta tough it out

So they'll never know

Cause I feel numb

Head's a mess

An emptiness inside my chest

Emotionless and so hollow

Just wanna make it to tomorrow

I'm always freakin' out

Heads in the ground

I'm waiting for the light

But it never seems to come around

Dead Inside

Something just ain't right