Runnin' Lyrics

Lookin' out the window

Only through the blinds, life a Bizarre Ride

Always looking forward but never at the far side

Now I'm runnin' away I may never get back,

Just a kid need to live these tracks won't let me relax

I don't wanna have to die to get praise and some recognition

But I'm willing to before I stop like I'm on a mission

Worried about workin' and stressin' my life away

While I don't even fuckin' have 1k to my name

Makin' best friends that I'll never see again and I got

Stage fright mumblin' words while I present

Wakin' up way to early for school, always feel miserable

But it's fine, least alive you feel is when you livin' comfortable

Just runnin' forward I can never look back

And let the past control me when all bad memories attack

Sayin I gotta face the future so I'm changin' say goodbye

Growin' up made me realize that I

Why would I want a normal job?

When I can live forever in these songs

Eatin' donuts watchin' time slowly heal my all wrongs

Socks and body wash from Gram at Christmas

Didn't like it then, but now I know one day I'll miss it

Knew him since kindergarten why he actin' like I never knew him?

Friend's Mom sayin' 'don't go 'round him he a bad influence'

Why they never show me any bit of respect?

I'm thinkin' 'bout what they think, keep me down like a hand on my neck

Christmas and Thanksgiving end the year right

Gram made us eat 'till there's no food in sight

Mancinni's bread didn't matter the occasion

See my little cousins inspired by imagination

Missin' all the times we had, knowin' I can't get time back

Seems like all the fun just ended with the shit that's comin fast

While it's sad I know there's good and bad that comes

But I'm willing to face it head on and just stop