A Living Hell ft. Sysco J. Lyrics

When I wake up I'm still dreaming

Of me bein in a better place

And she's still probably fiendin'

After I gave her that taste

This is gonna complicate

I haven't even prepared

For all that this is gonna take

And I can barely stay awake

I get baked for my meetings

Helps 'em go by at a faster rate

Cuz I really can't concentrate

She say she want a Birkin

And some shoes from Balmain

How can I afford these thangs

The old me might feel betrayed

Spent way too long underpaid

When you see how I'm dressed bet it gives you jealousy

No one could ever be

No one stands up to me

I've become the man that I was destined to be

CVS receipt

My paper long as shit now

I got it from my pops

Hittin' licks at rest stops

Make your outline chalk

Freestyling punk rock

Main plug on the block was never caught

The streets of West Palm where I was taught

Lately I have been coming out my shell

And it's been treating me well

And I figure that gives you hell

See I really can't escape you

Look in those eyes it's so inviting

Speeding through the highway

Need to win a love race

Know you say you love me

Only thing is trusting

Always up to something

Never really fronting

Feel like I've been running

For my dreams I'm coming

Know that you can be mine

Get me outta my mind

We can go the whole night

Know my future lookin' bright

Never waiting no time

Loving living my life

Looking at the coastline

Girl you know you're so fine

Been getting hard to see

Who that I'm becoming

Livin' on in my grams memory

While she smile down at me

I'm not afraid to cry

Thinkin' back to when she died

And the way my mom told me with that look in her eyes

Even at my worst know I still excel

Know sometimes I fall but I say oh well

She controlling me as if I were under her spell

And I just can't tell but I know now it's been a living hell

When you see my face hope it gives you hell

When you walk my way hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song and you sing along but you'd never tell

Then you're the fool I'm just as well hope it gives you hell

All this time with you it has been a living hell

Fallin for you by now i wish I never fell