On My Mind Lyrics

A lot of things goin' through my mind, I gotta keep my head up

Feelin' abandoned goin' M.I.A., tryna get this bread up

They know I'm talented, why they treatin' me like I ain't the next up

I ain't even in they, top 5 they want me to put em first told em bless up

Stand in the middle of this storm, knowin' that pain ain't gon' last

How they gon' walk out in my face, they should've snuck out through the back

I just been dealin' with all that pain, that shit followed me from my past

My skin gettin filled up with all these scars, it's startin' to look like a rash

I don't think there's no more room on my skin for them to keep on slashin

Bitch, I was runnin' around with them tigers, I ain't Carol Baskin

You see who here, who ain't with me, I don't wanna hear you askin

My life a movie, I ain't expect the ones I love to turn to actors

But I ain't delusional, I sit around, tryna reflect on all my actions

I took my hat off, told them I wasn't perfect, at least I wasn't cappin

They see the designer, bitch, we in the streets, no, we ain't in the fashion

Talk about that money, I can never forget they face when I started cashin

It start with envy and that hate, if it come from my brother, then we can't relate, uh

All that snake shit, I let it slide right by my face, uh

I couldn't normalize certain shit, I started feelin' out of place

They know I'm true to my religion, how could I be true if I'm actin' fake

All them times that I reached out for all them wrongs, I was tryna write

I was givin' them hugs, I felt some pain, I turned around and saw a knife

They tryna leave me in that dark, they ain't tryna be with me in that light

It be days I feel like I'm losin', but they know I'ma put up a fight, uh

A lot of things goin' through my mind, I gotta keep my head up

Feelin' abandoned, goin' M.I.A., tryna get this bread up

They know I'm talented, why they treat me like I ain't the next up

I ain't even in they top five, they want me to put them first, told them, bless up

Stand in the middle of this storm, knowin' that pain ain't gon' last

How they gon' walk out in my face, they should've snuck out through the back

I just been dealin' with all that pain, that shit follow me from my past

My skin Gettin' filled up with all these scars, it's startin' to look like a rash, uh

Gettin' filled up with all these scars, yeah

Now I'm dealin' with all these scars, yeah

They don't really know about the pain

Now I'm dealin' with all these scars, yeah