Grow Up Lyrics

I was never one to walk away from you like this

Never thought I'd see the last time I kissed your lips

My motivation's gone and I feel it in my bones

I can't call you anymore, I won't pick up my phone

Mom said she loves you but the drugs took hold of her

Well, daddy's no better, he won't stop fucking up

With parents gone, you had to grow up on your own

No one to save you, no one to call

But I, I guess it's for the best

No one to dress the wounds you left me with

For you, I bleed myself dry

Killing myself just to look in your eyes

Well you cut my hands off just to take it all away

Closing your ears so you don't hear what I say

But I'll take the car keys just to drive through the night

Fall down the stairs cause the shots hit me right

And you, you never were enough

And I gave this all for you

To fuck this up

For you I bleed myself dry

Killing myself just to look in your eyes

Well if nothing matters, why'd you leave me alone

And I'll count my heartbeats while I fall back to home

And I'm so sorry that your body said no

Just one more thing, leave me alone

But I, I guess it's for the best

No one to dress the wounds you left me with

And I, I know that it's long gone

Killing myself just to look in your eyes