Talks With Myself Lyrics

I keep telling myself its gon' get easier

But I know

In this life it just get harder and harder

Can't sit in no cell or in no grave gotta' move smarter

Soon as that boy switch I knock him off of my roster

No I don't play that

Better pick your side and when you do that's where you stay at

I got some scars around my heart where the first aid at

We built a bond we more like brothers I can't trade that

Momma in my ear like keep the Lord first I'm like I got you Ma

Know raising me was hell I did so wrong I just couldn't stop it Ma

Been tryna' straighten up I still ain't there but look how far I come

I'm used to knocking niggas over ain't worried bout' no obstacles

We made that check stretch for weeks

Ain't have the bells and whistles but she make sure we gon' eat

So lost and angry crashing out one wrong move and I tweak

Trez' was stepping and lost his life can't give my all to the streets

Keep losing partners got me weak

Sometimes I wonder if I pray about it

Will it get fixed

Cause I was taught boy as the man you gotta' handle all your mix

Should I give it all to God swear I been stressing bout' this shit

If it's a problem we got techs another message gon' get sent

I keep telling myself its gon' get easier

But I know

In this life it just get harder and harder

Can't sit in no cell or in no grave gotta' move smarter

Soon as that boy switch I knock him off of my roster

No I don't play that

Better pick your side and when you do that's where you stay at

I got some scars around my heart where the first aid at

We built a bond we more like brothers I can't trade that

They tryna' tell me how I'm posed' to live

Who I'm posed' to be and shit

Niggas out here hating I'm on my pivot I don't see the shit

Can't add to my problems that shit hard enough for me to fix

Won't play bout' no love I ain't gon' tell you if I don't mean the shit

I gotta' problem forgiving and moving on I know

But if a nigga snake me then he a snake

It's kind of hard to let that go

Niggas be talking bout' fam I got you shit I heard that shit before

If you do some to me I do some to you

Imma' get my straightening fasho'

My sister be like watch your circle

Know I'm watching all them niggas

They tryna' talk behind my back when they can just call a nigga

I'm never hating I'm on you on I'm just tryna' ball with niggas

This just the shit I be telling myself when I got my headphones on

I keep telling myself its gon' get easier

But I know

In this life it just get harder and harder

Can't sit in no cell or in no grave gotta' move smarter

Soon as that boy switch I knock him off of my roster

No I don't play that

Better pick your side and when you do that's where you stay at

I got some scars around my heart where the first aid at

We built a bond we more like brothers I can't trade that