Find Myself Loving You Lyrics

Who am I?

Well

Commitment's not a word that I've heard

In this life that I lead

Matter fact, I am sure

That the only damn thing that is certain to me

Is I'm certainly bound to be

Acting absurd

When attentions on me

It's a drug I insert

In my veins stand back this is hazardous work

For a laugh I'da probably add some scars to this shirt

That I wear over my heart

Until I seen her

(Who is that?)

It's this new girl at my work

Well, it took it me like a month 'fore I was noticing her

She barely talks and she's got a boyfriend who's a jerk

And an idiot, a nincompoop

He probably didn't even knew

Your eyes were made like swimming pools

I'm tryna dive in

I bet that thirsty muthafuckas only lookin for a drank

Hey I'm a good enough kid I just can be a little mad

Gimme a chance

The rumor mill has it that he's packing bags so

So I find myself chasing you when I can't find myself

Myself

And I found myself loving you

When I don't (time bomb) -self

Myself

Can't admit that on wax

But if that really is the facts

Then I really might

Blow in this bitch

And if I blow then I know I ain't the man that I thought that I known in this bitch

In the last couple years I have grown in this ditch that I dug for myself since I've grown to a man from a kid

But the cycle still

Flow like cyclones

Eye of the storm and I'm

Lost in the wind

Can't see my face, and I'm

Dancing in place, and I'm

Masking the pain, and I'm

Basking in shame

I always ask for the same damn thing from the universe

All to realize that I'm one with it all

So I'm talkin to walls

Now I'm hearing 'em talk back

And they know what I've done

And they know where I been

But they don't know who I am

Cuz they only know what goes on inside their enclosure

And finding myself can't be done I laughed and I told 'em

I fooled 'em

They said I'm fuckin playin myself

Nah

I said they don't know none

I bet 'em that this girl a be the one that'll mold him

I like the way she smile when I'm telling them jokes

I like the way them eyes glow like her souls still in motion

Ain't had this much excitement since I drowned in that ocean

Shit I forgot I made it out somehow

Fuck finding myself man

I know that imma find her out

So I find myself chasing you when I can't find myself

Myself

And I found myself loving you

When I don't -